Bob remembers when they sat in that Cafe Ole downtown, feeling the cold, as they gambled something more important than money. How they almost decided leaving Him where they met Him but couldn't because he thought of all that could have been. Or how they thought of sending Him with someone and, once again, couldn't because he thought of all that could have been.
Looking at His toothless smile Bob regrets ever running those thoughts past his teeth. Name dropping so everyone will remember His name. Now knowing that those who wouldn't have approved, he would have been the first.